Of all the solitary black metal entities that came to the fore within the US black metal scene in the early 2000′s, Xasthur was and is my favorite. The music created by Malefic (aka Scott Conner) has haunted me for nearly a decade; a malignant presence nestled in the back of my brain, often uncoiling in the small hours to rise to the surface and possess me. In my early to mid twenties, I was prone to dark moods, staying up all night writing, feeling hopelessly alone and wondering if I was losing my mind. More often than not the soundtrack to my fear and loathing was Xasthur.
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Leviathan – True Traitor, True Whore (Profound Lore, 2011)
Utterly embarrassed as I am to admit it, I’m no stranger to bouts of misogyny. Prior to meeting my phenomenal wife, my romantic dealings with the opposite sex were, to put it mildly, less than stellar (I’m sure this surprises no one). From my first “real” girlfriend breaking my heart over a decade ago, to the woman I let repeatedly grind my soul to dust my senior year of college, to countless instances of rejection and other assorted shittiness that would take ages to properly recount, I had been left with a bad taste in my mouth and a fuckload of bitterness before a raven-haired goddess rescued me from the rut I was in. As a result, I treated the few women that dared to try to get close to me like complete shit (this was totally undeserved and my petty way of getting back at the fairer sex as a whole, I reckon) and was generally distrustful and disrespectful towards any woman who wasn’t a blood relative or counted among my inner circle.
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